darkstarxsi

my wife encouraged me to get back to this site, looking back at my gallery , wow is like visiting myspace.

anyway, hello there!

darkstarxsi

well there is really not much to say just that I moved to California, got a new job as an IT. artistically speaking im more into conventional artwork, that's right, just plain pencil, no color, no digital, Im just too busy to do any of that.

I miss NYC and the DA conventions we had but changes are always good.

later

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it'e been a long time a really really long time. I think it was yesterday when i just decided to subscribe myself to deviantART and interact with people here, during that time i made friends, friends i met personally and friends i only know through here but that didn't stop us to share a laugh here and there.

Time surely is cruel and it never stops, never, through time i encountered many people, people i only met once, people i watched walk by that busy avenue close to my house, people i only will see one time and it made think........time, yes time, is cruel and is a curse we all have to carry to the very end.

Time is also a blessing with time not only your personality change, you change for the best of your life, all those encounters and interaction with people makes you different and is all thanks to time. Like i said before time is cruel and it never stops but what doesn't change with time is the memory of those younger days were we didn't have to worry about life and it's difficulties; It was just simple, happy funny and to some extent exciting.

Unfortunately we all reach a point on our life were we have to leave things behind to make space for those other things that take most of our time like work, family, relationships, the boyfriend, the girlfriend and little by little the things we used to like they slowly stay behind to become a memory, it's funny i said this but after so long i decided to draw again, drawing, the very same thing ihat made me join DA to meet other people like me. i felt like the person of those days were i was not worrying about anything, i felt like the younger me like the teenager/young adult who really enjoyed drawing, the passion i had for this activity re appeared after so long........but it wasn't the same, it was different, how could it be that i was enjoying something i loved so much yet it felt different at the same time? i will never know for sure what that feeling was but im glad i still have it, im glad i can still sketch something.

i think there is going to be a time for me when i will have to close this account, life is getting more and more complex with every year i live my life, every decission afffects my life in a positive and negative way and i can't carry with me certain things, my travel through time is in one direction only and unfortunately i can't bring with me the things i used to like or do, i will be forever have all the people here in my thoughts and memories as they made me the person i am, i will always remember them like i will also remember the very thing i loved to do, drawing, within my heart, i will always be fond of those good memories.

let me thank you , if you are reading this for the time you shared with me, even if it was short it certainly was good.

im not saying good bye for now but i think the itme is getting close.

until my next journal

Best

darkstarxsi